Saturday, I took three gulps of Nyquil and two pills of Dayquil Cold and Sinus. That made me feel warm and put me to sleep. Even after I woke up, I felt woozy and foggy. And lately I’ve been craving meds as a back up if I ever want to end it or just to make myself feel something once and a while.
I got so excited yesterday night. I found a container of Tylenol Extra Strength pills in my kitchen cabinets. My parents never have medication just laying around so I to 24 of them and hid them in my room.
There was a weird sense of relief when I found them and had them in my hand. Now I have the capabilities to sleep for ever.